More Than This {Harry Styles}

Some people wonder why I still put up with Harry. Simply because you can't unlove someone that quickly. Especially if you still love them. Those feelings don't just diminish over one night, over one person. It hurts. It hurts to see him with Caroline. It hurts to know that he loved someone else more than me, and chose her after he told me how he felt. It was all an act, all bullshit. But there was something inside me still holding onto him. Something telling me there was something still there between the both of us. Then I remembered what really happened, and I asked myself, what else could even be there? Why would he want to be with me? But then Blake returned into my mind. I loved him and he loved me. Honestly, I hoped Harry was jealous of us together. I hope he wanted me. I hope he regreted everything he did to hurt me. Because maybe one day I'll be the one returning what he did to me. I want to be worth more than this whole situation. I want to be more than anything to him.