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What I Have Left

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Noah - Quite and loving, gets bullied for being gay. He doesn't talk to people and deals whit depression at times because of the way he isolates himself. All he truly wants is to be accepted. What will it take to get him out of his shell.


Theodore - A soccer player who hides his true self. He is a in the closet  gay and loves Noah, his ex best friend.  What will it take for Noah to forgive him for what he has done and love him?


(BoyxBoy) This is a story about love and what it is worth. Two boys, Noah and Theodore, go through the battle to fight for what they want and acceptance they deserve. I hope you take the time and hear the story about how love can truly conquer all.

Warning: There is mention of self harm.All Rights Reserved

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VICE by WonpilsPiano

*THIS STORY IS UNDER COMPLETE RECONSTRUCTION.* Prickly, sarcastic, self-aware Austin is roped into a risky dare by his best friend that leads to one of the most frustratingly eventful days of his young life. Not one for attention, Austin has preferred a quiet life within the otherwise chaotic and cruel confines of high school that is fueled by pubescent hormones and pointless drama. For years, he has maintained that normalcy until he wakes up one day to a whirlwind of misunderstandings that he can't take back that was caused by a mistake his sister made. Within the misunderstandings, one new entity in his life --that is not by design of his own, springs up and somehow weasels his way into Austin's world. Noah. Noah is a new boy in town whose mission in life seems to be centered around driving Austin mad! He himself is shrouded in mystery and, despite his queer mannerisms, something about him effortlessly pulls Austin to him as time goes by that even Austin's resistance cannot fight against. It's an innate need for freedom and affection that connects them in an otherworldly manner; which becomes their saving grace as they battle both present and past demons on a quest to find happiness.

He fell in love with a demon by 4pr0blem01

They could not have been more different. Theo is an 18 year old huntsman. But he is not a regular hunter, he hunts supernatural creatures. His family and his teacher expect him to kill the evil that's been poisoning their lands for centuries. Aleksei is the said evil. The beautiful, witty and arrogant prince of demons, adored and worshipped by all demon blooded creatures. His mate is all he needs to unlock his full power and soon he is going to find them. What will happen when the two so different worlds collide? Will it end in chaos and distruction? Or will it grow to make the bridge between two kinds? Read to find out. I'm new in writing and this started purely because I was bored. English is not my first language so there will be grammer and spelling mistakes, sorry. Updates are a mess because my own head is an even bigger mess. I try to update at least once a week but I can't promise.

All American Boy Next Door ✔️ by unconsentingsoul

All Noah wants to do is finish high school without any problems. Until a problem arrives in the form of the new kid, Aaron. Noah begins to fall for Aaron , but still wants to keep his distance. Aaron wants to find out why Noah is hesitant to date anyone. Slowly, Noah begins to open up as Aaron moves into his life and makes him feel not-so different.

Unless (LGBTQ+ BxB Completed Novel) by NodaOrtiz

Noah Riley didn't mean to drown, or did he? But waking up in another boy's hoodie entices him not only to live a little longer but also to solve the mystery. *** Nineteen-year-old Noah Riley wakes up disoriented, soaked to the bone, and alone on the shores of Rockaway Beach, Brooklyn, NY. After a night of wallowing in self-loathing, a Jägermeister, and drunken, dumb choices, he has no clue who pulled him out of the water except for a Polaroid and this unfamiliar black hoodie he is now wearing. Searching for answers as his life unravels and past secrets ravage his sanity, he finds a love that challenges his self-identity and drives him to find meaning in his life. Now, at the turn of the tide, he'd better learn how to make friends with his worst fear: living. Think of second chances, new beginnings, and gay romance. Content warning: This story contains mature sexual content and themes of mental health, suicide, and drug abuse. ✨|Featured| @StoriesUndiscovered, @Romance, @WattpadMulticultural-LGBTQ+, @LY, @WattpadSpiritual, @AbleWorld, @adventure, @talkthepoc, and @NA Editors' Pick feature 2020 - 2021

When The Sun Came Up, You Were Gone by WelcomeLovelies

After fainting in elementary school, Noah Roman was forever banned from human contact. Still able to attend school, though he has to wear a mask, gloves, and not show a single part of his body, Noah was perfectly fine with it. Living with content Noah never cared about how others thought nor he would never experience a true relationship. Casted outside of the world, Noah grew fond of his illness, but like seasons, it changed. Moving away from his home state to California, Dominic Storm wasn't exactly fond of the new place. Researching cases of Mysophobia, Dominic begins to care less and less about his schooling and life. Without knowing, Dominic invades Noah's safety bubble, stirring up trouble for Noah and himself. Avoiding, pushing and hiding couldn't separate these two no matter how hard either tried. Does Noah finally see the pain of no longer having the ability to touch? And why does Dominic care so much for Mysophobia?

My Player by I_dont_know_either_9

Noah is a normal guy on the outside, but on the inside he's hurting. He struggles with a deep depression and what makes it worse he loves his player best friend, Liam. Liam is a player that doesn't care for others except his best friend, Noah. He's protective of Noah, so how will he react when he finds out what Noah's been doing to himself and what happened one terrifying night. This story includes: Self harm Depression Rape If you can not handle these things or are sensitive to these types of topics I suggest not reading.

When Sophomores Collide (BoyxBoy) ✓ by euwangabrielll

"Theo. If I'm not mistaken? Isn't this yours?" He extended a hand, holding my penguin printed handkerchief. My eyes couldn't have gotten so wide. I quickly swiped it out of his grasp. "Ah, t-thank you." I stuttered before walking away and out of the school, but before I did, I heard a deep chuckle behind me that I guessed was from Hunter. *** Theodore Willshire, attractive, sassy, incredibly talented and extremely intelligent. His goal is to find love. But because of his sexual preference, it's not always easy. But he has his eye on one boy. Hunter Fierro. I guess you could say he is... the cliche heartthrob of the school. He's known as the kindest, accepting and can literally make anyone fall in love with him if he wants. How will the two of them meet? Easy! They just have to recall their past... Right? As they blindly step foot into Sophomore Year. Theo will make unexpected friends, allies and enemies, maybe even meet the love of his life! What if one day, a mysterious being approaches him with an offer that seems normal at first but can change Theo's life? Highest Ranking: #1 on #LGBT #1 on #gaylove #2 on #cute #2 on #school #4 on #teen #6 on #highschool WARNING: This contains strong language, mature content and bullying. If you're not a fan of LGBTQ+ stories or BXB stories, this story is not for you. Plagarism is unbecoming for beautiful and amazing people such as my readers.

Battle Scars [BxB] by Pixie022

[Sequel to The Dutch Boy] With Luca at university, Theo is left to fend for himself, desperately trying to maintain his long distance relationship while fighting the demons that live within, ready to swallow him whole.

Frail Acceptance by CaradiSan

Noah is a 17 year old omega werewolf with an extreme level social anxiety, self-doubt and suffers from terrible nightmares. He has a lot of trouble showing his weak side to anybody and he finds it hard to accept weakness and any emotion that expresses weakness such as crying, complaining, begging, etc. And has not shared anything about his past to anyone. But what will happen when he finds his mate? Will he be able show his weak side and accept those feelings in front of his mate? Lets find out in.... !TRIGGER WARNING!⚠️ 1. This story contains a little, very, very little self-harm, not too extreme. (If anybody reading the story is suffering through something small or big please talk to people around you, seek help and do not opt for self-harm it is bad) 2. It contains gay sexual content(if you do not like it I'll be marking (🌶️)chapters with mature content skip those ones or completely drop the story). 3. It is a male pregnancy story so if you do not like it please drop the story.

Lost Boys by lixlovesyou

A so-called "homicidal maniac" and an emotionless, cold-hearted boy. What could possibly go wrong? Theodore Smith is different, he tries to run away from his dark past while struggling with his mentally ill mother who is on the brink of falling into complete insanity. He blocks out all his emotions so that he won't have to face the pain he went through before. But should he? Grey Andrews is a cold distant boy, closed off from the outside world. His life was snatched away from him and with it his happiness too. He tries to run away from his feelings because he always believed that emotions make you weaker. But do they? What happens when these two painful lives cross paths? Will it end in bloodshed? Or will it change everything? Ranks: #1 in depression #62 in boyxboy

Where Am I? (boyxboy) by dontgetyourhopesupp

Dawson has had it rough. Not as bad as some, worse than others. He lives in constant secret, heart ache and pain. After his parents died he under went a transformation, rendering him unrecognizable. After three years of pain, cutting, and one suicide attempt, he returns to his hometown. As Dawson hides his identity, it will become harder and harder to seal away the truth when faces from the past start revealing themselves, including his gorgeous ex best friend Alec. Only Dawson isn't the only one with secrets and when a lie reaches Dawson's ears, it will take all he has in him to protect the one thing he has left. Himself. Dealing with depression is hard, and Dawson will have to learn it's not something that can be handled alone. He'll have to open up his heart once more, even if it risks him getting hurt, if he wants to achieve happiness. ---------------------------- This is a trigger warning, to anyone that has problems with self-harm I recommend you don't read this as there are some graphic scenes. Also, this is a boyxboy story, so if you don't like hot steamy action between two boys, this is not the story for you. If you don't like it you shouldn't even be reading this anyway and I will not tolerate hate. You do not choose your sexuality and no one else has the right to make someone feel bad about who they are. Also, if any of you are having problems, or the story has triggered you, please inbox me. I love to hear from my readers.

Silence Says | ✓ by overlordpotatoe

Toby didn't like to talk to people or look them in the eye. He didn't need friends. Or did he? Shipped off to summer camp, Toby had more new things to get used to than he could deal with. Could his cabinmate, Noah, offer the support he so desperately needed?

The Pain He Holds [BxB] by LeoLord_03

Evan Jakes is 5'6, 18 years old and a closeted gay. It seems that every day is on a constant repeat. That is until one day Evan ends up in a situation that isn't ideal. Noah Collen is 6'2, and 19 years old. Noah moves back into his home town after a tragic accident in Florida. Broken, alone and damaged he tries to blend in, hoping to have his last year of high school alone. His world is soon turned upside down when he happens to help the boy with those brown eyes.

The Alpha's Rogue by V1rtual3851

Noah is the Alpha of The Crescent Moon Pack and an unknown boy has entered the packs territory, little does he know who this boy is to him. Theodore (Theo) is a rogue. He will meet new and familiar faces throughout his journey. But will his past come back to haunt him? *Warning* This Story contains BXB (boyxboy) action, gore and explicit parts........ if your not comfortable with any of this PLEASE DONT READ (WARNINGS WILL BE GIVEN AT THE TOP OF THE CHAPTERS AND AT PARTS OF THE STORY)

Noah Mitchell and The Theory of Alternate Universes √ (BoyxBoy) by thegreatergrief

'He wanted me to be a memory, but I want something more.' "Maybe in another universe, we'll stay like this forever." -------------------------------------- Two boys. Noah and Elliot. Meeting because of happenstance. Their time was ephemeral but their memories are forever. //TW There would be mentions of depression, self-harm, and suicide within this story. So please if you get triggered with this stuff please be careful. Read at your own risk.

THE JOCK JUST WANTS THE PREP [ 1 ] by THEVINCENTNOAH

(finished) Part 1: Highschool comes with many complications, confusion, and conflicts. It's hard to come out to people, especially if it's one of the first times. Noah thought it was time to suck it up and reveal his secret to his friends, but also resulted in catching the attention of one of the hottest jocks in school, Brad. Love can be difficult, especially if you're new to it. That's why lots of teenage sweethearts don't exactly last till the end of high school, but one could dream to live and love with their high school crush, right? Enjoy a normal slice of highschool life bl~ Past best rankings: #4 - teenage romance #33 - jock #2 - prep #1 - comingout #1 - jockandnerd #15 - guyxguy #12 - jockxnerd #1 - jockxnerd

castle build with lies by unknownblmaker13

A boy named Noah started a new life at a new place. Trying to forget about his dark past and leaving it behind at the past. But the new start doesn't go really well as his first week in new school turns into a first week in hell as he starts getting bullied. He meets another boy named Ivan. A year senior of him. A very popular and rich guy. Kinda has a cold and doesn't care type aura. As his friends were the one bullying Noah he didn't seem to give it any attention. Nor does he interfere with bullying. But without Noah's knowledge Ivan does look at him with concern in secret, it seems like something was holding him back. They will get together but both of their past will come to hunt them down. Childhood memories will follow them out. At least what's love with no pain no fight? As the story goes on the red thread of fate strengthens. Making the uncompleted truths complete. Wanna know what happens to them? What happened to them in the past?

You All Over Me [BxB] by chroniclesoftatiana

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Ghosts and Angels (boyxboy) by Ink_96784

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VICE

THIS STORY IS UNDER COMPLETE RECONSTRUCTION. Prickly, sarcastic, self-aware Austin is roped into a risky dare by his best friend that leads to one of the most frustratingly eventful days of his young life. Not one for attention, Austin has preferred a quiet life within the otherwise chaotic and cruel confines of high school that is fueled by pubescent hormones and pointless drama. For years, he has maintained that normalcy until he wakes up one day to a whirlwind of misunderstandings that he can't take back that was caused by a mistake his sister made. Within the misunderstandings, one new entity in his life --that is not by design of his own, springs up and somehow weasels his way into Austin's world. Noah. Noah is a new boy in town whose mission in life seems to be centered around driving Austin mad! He himself is shrouded in mystery and, despite his queer mannerisms, something about him effortlessly pulls Austin to him as time goes by that even Austin's resistance cannot fight against. It's an innate need for freedom and affection that connects them in an otherworldly manner; which becomes their saving grace as they battle both present and past demons on a quest to find happiness.