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What I Have Left

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Reads 308,790
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Parts 16
Time 59m

undercover_story

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Noah - Quite and loving, gets bullied for being gay. He doesn't talk to people and deals whit depression at times because of the way he isolates himself. All he truly wants is to be accepted. What will it take to get him out of his shell.


Theodore - A soccer player who hides his true self. He is a in the closet  gay and loves Noah, his ex best friend.  What will it take for Noah to forgive him for what he has done and love him?


(BoyxBoy) This is a story about love and what it is worth. Two boys, Noah and Theodore, go through the battle to fight for what they want and acceptance they deserve. I hope you take the time and hear the story about how love can truly conquer all.

Warning: There is mention of self harm.All Rights Reserved

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