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Back To My Self

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This is a story of a girl who didn't have a place in the social chain, she was just the unknown the forgotten, or so she thought. 
but this isn't the story you think it is. This girl is in her own world  passing judgment secretly to her classmates. Her name is Scarlet Jones and her life isn't easy, alcoholic dad trying to cope with the loss of her mom, her life is far from simple. 

One day Scarlet crosses the street but fate has something else in store for her when she gets hit by a bus and wakes up trapped in someone elses head, now Scarlet has a front row seat to see what the peers she judged go through.

Will Scarlet be able to over come these obstacles fate has set for her? or will she be forever trapped in someones elses  head? 

read and find out!

Just in case you were wondering, yes Melissa is me and im ToCool102 but i decided to use my  real name. 

TRIGGER WARNINGAll Rights Reserved

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