Faded

Faded- verb; gradually grow faint and we disappear.

Sometimes, the pain never goes away but you have to act as if it does. You have to pretend that everything is okay. It has to be okay.

Sometimes, the darkness can be your best friend. Even if you're the happiest child in the world you can still be filled with darkness.

Sometimes, if you listen closley you can hear the quiet screams of a girl who was once herself.

If you're lucky and you know how to deal with all the pain you feel inside, like me then you are somewhat lucky.

She is so faded that on the outside you don't even notice the pain that goes on inside of her head. You don't notice her struggles. You don't notice the real her shinning through like the sun through the window.

All you see is Hazel Faye, the girl who is perfect.