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When Phil met Dan that day- homeless and playing the piano to stay alive- he never expected his life to turn into a rollercoaster. And he never expected how much of an impact Dan Howell would have on him...All Rights Reserved

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Phil has never had a friend before, but that all changes when he starts writing to his new Pen Pal Dan Howell. Watch as Phil starts to discover the harsh world for himself through his weekly letters to Dan. Watch as he comes to terms with his sexuality and to the realisation that his parents are not generally very nice people. Teenage life really hits hard on Phil, but he knows he can always rely on Dan's weekly letters to get him through another week, well that is until something happens that changes everything forever.

Losing control: Phan by manyfandomsunite

Magic isn't real as far as Phil Lester is concerned. Magic controls Dan Howell's life. What will happen when a non believer meets the magic himself?

Phil's life is awful. Bullied, under appreciated, and friendless, he takes on life. One day there is a thought in his head that isn't his. He didn't think it. He soon discovers that it was someone else, and that person is alone too. Despite not knowing who the other is, or even if one of them just went crazy and is imagining a voice in his head, they decide to be alone together.

alone『 kickthestickz + phan au 』 by ghostbustersVHS

Daniel was alone. Christopher was alone. PJ was alone. Philip was nothing. (completed)

Destiny's Betrayal by mylifeisphantastic

Sometimes life doesn't go as you'd planned. And sometimes that's an understatement. And then there's Dan's life. WARNING: Potential triggers including mentions of rape, suicide attempts, sexual themes and an abusive relationship.

lovely boy ; phan [ completed ] by -oceanrising

"Nonononono...." He mumbled, trying to pick himself up. He hiccupped, and tears immediately clouding his sight, and running down his face. "This can't be happening." After an accident Dan wakes up with no memory of the last six years. Only remembering that Phil was his favorite youtuber.

Life Is Precious, Just Like Him - Phil Lester X Depressed! Reader by noathenerd

You met Dan in College and became close friends, even dropped out at the same time as him because of overwhelming stress, and your Depression and Anxiety. Your parents won't take you back in because they're abusive and always have been, so you have no where to go. That is until Dan saves you and takes you in. At his place you met Phil and instantly there's something about him that makes you fall in love. Phil and you bond immediately and he promises to help you through your depression and other problems, no matter how hard it may be.

If I Knew Then (Phan) by ToriDreamsOfTomorrow

**Trigger Warning: Self Harm, Abuse, Alcoholism** Dan Howell and Phil Lester never got along. Mostly because Dan took out his horrid home life on the people at school and Phil happened to be an easy target. But when things take a turn for the worse in both of their lives, they're forced to get to know each other better and discover things about themselves they never guessed.

Dan Howell suffers from schizophrenia. The voices in his head tell him to do horrible things to himself and others, but the only thing grounding him to earth is the clouds in the sky. Phil Lester has sever depression and is struggling to keep going each day. All his life he had been a mer shell of a man. When they meet one day by fate, how will it all play out?

Dear Dan (Phan)

Phil has never had a friend before, but that all changes when he starts writing to his new Pen Pal Dan Howell. Watch as Phil starts to discover the harsh world for himself through his weekly letters to Dan. Watch as he comes to terms with his sexuality and to the realisation that his parents are not generally very nice people. Teenage life really hits hard on Phil, but he knows he can always rely on Dan's weekly letters to get him through another week, well that is until something happens that changes everything forever.

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