My worse enemy (Anorexia)
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Last published Thu, Jun 7, 2018
Why is everything so freaking hard?! In, My worse enemy (Anorexia), Alexis is 15 years old and the best cheerleader at her school. But hates how she looks. She's sees fat and ugly when she looks in the mirror. She'll stop at nothing to fix this. She starts dieting. Dieting turns into eating nothing. Eating nothing turns into depression. Depression turns in to wishing she was dead. That turns into to cutting and smoking herself so she won't feel so sad and numb they help her. Everyone seems to be worried about her but why? There's nothing wrong with losing weight. Right? No one wants to be fat. What's wrong with Alexis doing what she is doing so she can love herself and so everyone else will love her too. She's fine. Why can't everyone see she's fine Alexis is fine and doesn't need anyone's help but her own anorexia reminds her of this daily.
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