•Bittersweet (Ryan Sitkowski)• COMPLETED
- Reads 8,541
- Votes 405
- Parts 33
MatureComplete Tue, Apr 3, 20182h 1m
My hands fisted as I stared down at the desk.
Everyone was staring at me.
Everyone was laughing at me.
Everyone was whispering about me.
Everyone was spreading lies about me.
One glance up showed me the smirking culprit who was behind all of this.
Ryan Sitkowski.
He sat there, smug with his classic smirk and crossed arms. He stared at the front board where the teacher was teaching Chemistry while I sat in the back, battling my tears.
He thought it was okay to do this to me.
I suppose it was okay. After all, it was my own fault for being a naive freshman who thought that the senior boy wouldn't hurt her.
I should've listened to the warnings.
My few friends did warn me. Hell, even my brother warned me although he didn't know about what had happened and what was currently going on.
Still, with everything, I couldn't help but feel bittersweet towards the boy in all black.
XXXXXXXX
This is the first story I have completely finished and this is my baby. It may not be my most famous story but I love this story to death. This is my child. Love her.
02/26/21: I wrote this story over three years ago. The writing style is not great at all, and a majority of the things that happen/occur in this story are unrealistic, and it is very clear that I did not do research when writing book. That being said, I have improved over the years, so please do not judge my account based on this story or some of my older works. Thank you :)))
All Rights Reserved
Join the largest storytelling communityGet personalized story recommendations, save your favourites to your library, and comment and vote to grow your community.
You may also like
Love In Boxing Ring
" this all is your fucking fault" all of a sudden I was slammed against my locker,towering over me was my arch enemy 'Sam the Dam'. My head was pounding against the hard surface,I hissed in pain glaring straight to him. He was fuming with anger like a predator ready to attack his prey. He stretched his right hand to grab my neck and placed the left one on my shoulder to keep me still. He lowered his chin to my ear and snarled "you are fucking dead 'Meth' ,if I have a slightest clue of your involvement in this shit, I will hunt you down till your last breath". I was choking on air and my vision was a blur ,for a while I thought I was going to die .Mustering all the courage that I could have found, I yanked him away from me. Mean while I was gasping for the air, that dickhead had his usual cocky smirk. I aimed at him and broke his nose ,blood oozing in droplets" want to mess with me Sammy! , first of all clear your own shit, you son of a bitch! "with that I punched hard-on his lower abdomen while he was still holding his bleeding nose, I left the locker room with a sense of victory. Two competent boxers who can't stand each other for a moment without insulting.... Ultimately fall in love. Man*man gay romance leave if you are homophobic.Complete
Protecting You ("The Shadows" Series: Book I)
"We are here with you." She said and hugged me with gentleness. My shoulder sagged in relief as I hugged her back. She broke the hug and caressed my hair. "You know her?" Ryan asked, confusion evident in his voice. Wow!!! He never showed his emotion in public. Maybe his family being here made him act like a normal guy!! "Yes. I gave her photo to you after your meeting yesterday." His father said as he came by my side and patted my back. I gave him a small smile. I had never met him and his wife before, but the closeness between him and and my father was evident by the way his forehead held creases and by the tension all over his face. Still he was making me feel like a daughter to him. "Which photo?" He asked and suddenly the realization crossed his eyes. "Is she-" "The one you will be marrying Ryan. She is your soon-to-be wife." His father declared as he looked at me with shock. "Did you know that?" He said, his face void of any emotion. I nodded while looking anywhere but him. He cursed under his breath and his mother was about to scold him for that when he looked at me in anger and frustration. I gulped. This is not good....this is so not good!!! ••• Can be read as a standalone. Highest ranking #1 in gangs #1 in partners #1 in theshadowsComplete
Lonely Lost & Found
DISCLAIMER: In almost ALL chapters- Self Harm, suicidal thoughts, mental illness, smut...If any of this bothers you, be careful reading it please. Alex, a lonely 17 year old with a heart problem and a lot of anxiety is hated by nearly everyone in his school. It was stupid, he knew that, but his anxiety and depression told him otherwise. Told him that he deserved to be hated, truly. He still longed for a friend though. He'd heard a rumor about some stupid party that any other time, he wouldn't be interested in. However, for the sake of at least attempting to find a friend, he went, and he didn't regret going when a nice black and blonde haired boy struck up a conversation, and life was a crazy roller coaster ever since with the future completely unknown. A/N; I don't own Jack or Alex or All Time Low or anyone affiliated, I just like to write stories and use their faces and bits of their personalities in these writings. This is entirely fictional and my own writing. I also don't know exactly where I'm taking this story, but I'll be thinking of new ideas as they come to me and writing them out. PLEASE send me suggestions and feedback!Complete
SUGAR (bxb)
This story is complete ✅ Casey is a nerd, but the charming, cute type. He evades college parties like the plague. Who knew he would accidentally jump right into the bed of his long-time, secret crush at one of them. Avery is gorgeous. He has a little secret too. The popular boy admired a certain shy, guarded fellow student for a long time, before finally coming up with a plan to get closer. As impossible as it may seem, Earth and Mars sometimes cross their orbits in an warm embrace. *** Hello, Thank you so much for stopping by and welcome! What to expect? Strong feelings between a shy, blue-eyed, nerdy boy and a smug, green-eyed heart throb, a pinch of drama and lots of steamy scenes. I hope that everyone who reads will have as much fun as I did while writing this story. *** This book depicts a bxb love story. It includes graphic intimate scenes. Those chapters will be marked as XXX. Please, read only if you are comfortable with the topic and of appropriate age. *** Best ranking: #1 in passion July 2023 #1 in cuteboys May 2023 #1 in hotboys Feb 2023 #1 in secretadmirer July 2023 #1 in lovestory Sept 2022 #1 in gayboys July 2022 #1 in malexmale June 2022 #1 in hotness May 2021 #1 in cute August 2022 #1 in gaylove Nov 2021 #1 in fallinginloveagain April 2022 #2 in bl Feb 2023 #2 in gayromance Nov 2022 #2 in bxblove May 2022 #3 in bxb Nov 2022 #3 in gay Nov 2022 #3 in mxm Dec 2021 #3 in shy Jan 2022 #5 in sweet April 2023 #9 in manxman Nov 2022 #10 in completed Oct 2022 #14 in love Nov 2021 #26 in boyxboy Feb 2022 #34 in texttospeech May 2022 Enjoy! Read, comment and be free to express yourself. All opinions are highly appreciated. Disclaimer: All images are intended only to illustrate the content. They are stock photos, posed by models. All people and events in the book are fictional.Complete
A Walk Through Hell *ABANDONED*
I sat in my first period english class, my teacher grading papers or whatever it is that teachers do when you walk in. Soon the first bell rung, and people filed in. The usual suspects, the nerds, the cool kids, the "we hate liz" kids, and so on and so forth. But Imagine my surprise when I see a kid with blonde straighted hair, and an under cut roll in. And I mean that literally, he rolled in, in a pair of healies. I couldn't take my eyes off this peculiar specicimine. A woman from the office handed my teacher a note, who then attended her attention to the odd looking boy standing behind her. "What's your name?" She smiled. "Jaimie." The boy smiled right back.Complete
The Hating Game
Mia walker.funny and most bubbly person you will ever meet.she has good life,good parents,a lot of friends,and just really popular.she is not afraid to speak her mind.one thing that does come with her is she's not afraid to tell you if she likes you or not.she does have one problem and is not a thing.but person. Henry Madison. also known as the notorious bad boy.you know, the guy in every romance story that sleeps with everyone and has like 100 girlfriends? yeah him.he is one of the popular boys in the whole high school.he gets into fights and gets on mia's nerves so bad.he is also one of the hottest guys in the whole school,even mia can agree. ever since they were younger they never got along.he was always so mean to her when she didn't do anything to him.they never agreed on anything.but what's worse then anything is that he knows everything about her,her eye color down to what she ate for breakfast that morning.its like they were playing a game where they hate each other but couldn't deny the tension that happens between them.no matter what the tension was,like hate tension or the complete opposite.what happens when her parents get in a huge accident and she has to go live with him and see him everyday for a year.will they soon realize ***** "i hate you!"i yell at him with my whole chest. "no you don't,you fucking want me."he whispers in a low voice. "no i fucking don't."i whisper back to him as hot tears run down my face.there's no need to lie anymore. he then steps at close to me and bends down until his mouth reaches my ear. "fuck. you." he whispers,sounding out ever syllable in the words. i back away from him and look him dead in the eyes.i have had enough of his bullshit.before even thinking,i step closer to him and slap the living shit out of his cheek.he steps back and touches it. before giving me time to process what i just did, he charges towards me and grabs my throat and smashes his lips into mine.
That night...✓
"So?" He looked confused. "She's y- your-" I gulped. "My what Aurora?!" He exclaimed angrily. I jumped. "Don't raise your voice at me! She's your daughter! The one night stand created her!" I yelled but not loud enough for any one else to hear. "What the-" he paused and looked at Ivory. I watched him silently. He turned to me again. "Would you say something?" I asked getting nervous. "What do you want me to fucking say?" He asked. "I don't know....." I trailed off. Humans make mistakes..... right? Yes, so therefore three people made mistakes that night. Logan made the first mistake. He cheated on Aurora. Aurora made the next mistake. She drank to forget the mistake Logan made. Ethan, the school's bad boy made the last mistake. He slept with Aurora without a condom. You know what that means yea? You're right, a baby comes. Ivory comes. (Baby gender revealed 😑) Aurora didn't tell the bad boy she was pregnant for him. But now she has the baby and she has to tell him right? I mean it's the only sane thing to do DNA is one of the solutions of course but not when the child looks exactly like Ethan. 😉. The bad boy is obviously not the most sociable person so it wasn't easy of course. For heaven's sake he doesn't even know this girl. But y'all agree that it's not easy to remember a one night stand when you've had many? Well....he remembered actually. Let's get into the story peeps!!!! See you there 😊Complete![Daddy's Brat | Ghorror [C]](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/90657941-256-k105619.jpg)
Daddy's Brat | Ghorror [C]
I don't share and I never will. Everything was perfect before he came along and ruined it. °°°°°°°° DDLB Ghorror | Sitkolson | GhoskiComplete
Surviving Ricky (A Ricky Horror/ MIW fan fic)
This was it. Today was the very last day I could be a kid. The last day I would be free to do as I pleased. Tomorrow I will turn 18. I will become a legal adult and be matched with the one person my parents have arranged for me to be with ever since I was born. Did I like this? No. I hated every second of it. I didn't need to be forced to be with someone... I have and love Jeremy. Jeremy is my boyfriend. He has been ever since freshman year and I love him very much, however he understands what's being forced to happen. I should be free to love and be with who I want! I hate my parents for doing this to me. I hate the idea, I hate the thought, I hate everything about it! I don't care how traditional this arranged marriage is, I sure as hell won't be happy. I just know it.Complete
Never Enough (Completed)
(A Ryan Sitkowski Love Story) "Nyx!" Ryan yells as they were tearing us apart, while Balz was pulling me back my lover, consort and the one who stole my heart. "No you can't tear me apart like this father! I love him!" I scream out while getting out of Balz's arms and I rush into Ryan's arms. His arms engulf me and keep me safe from the world, as I cry into his chest. As I sob into his chest. Ryan wipes away my tear, "Nyx you have to be a strong priestess! I'll always love you!" He says. "You can't leave me! You can't!" I plead with him. He grabs me and places a passionate kiss on my lips.Complete
" this all is your fucking fault" all of a sudden I was slammed against my locker,towering over me was my arch enemy 'Sam the Dam'. My head was pounding against the hard surface,I hissed in pain glaring straight to him. He was fuming with anger like a predator ready to attack his prey. He stretched his right hand to grab my neck and placed the left one on my shoulder to keep me still. He lowered his chin to my ear and snarled "you are fucking dead 'Meth' ,if I have a slightest clue of your involvement in this shit, I will hunt you down till your last breath". I was choking on air and my vision was a blur ,for a while I thought I was going to die .Mustering all the courage that I could have found, I yanked him away from me. Mean while I was gasping for the air, that dickhead had his usual cocky smirk. I aimed at him and broke his nose ,blood oozing in droplets" want to mess with me Sammy! , first of all clear your own shit, you son of a bitch! "with that I punched hard-on his lower abdomen while he was still holding his bleeding nose, I left the locker room with a sense of victory. Two competent boxers who can't stand each other for a moment without insulting.... Ultimately fall in love. Man*man gay romance leave if you are homophobic.
More detailsContent Guidelines