"My Bygone Anxiety"

"Everything happens for a reason". These five words crept into my mind that triggered it to question nonstop. Until one question made me question all the misfortunes that I've been through. That, what if some people can't clasp the reality? A reality where in every time you cavision about it, thousand pieces of your heart fall apart. It's like a living person but totally dead inside, It's like dying a million times, It's like getting numb, It's like, I've gotten numb. "this is a story about me and a girl curdle my life and filled the blank in my heart. But then, she leave, those blank she filled totally breaks it. Those happy endings are only found in fairytales, not in real life. Not, in this world"