Lite Falling

Not exactly the type of boy you'd be interested in, but he'll suffice.
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"I am clumsy." I offer her a sheepish smile with teeth and her gaze darkens. This close I can see the blush she put on her cheeks. This close I can see the birthmark on the tip of her nose.

She's still staring at my mouth which I still find nerve wracking. I've been with a lot of girls before her but I'd be a fucking liar if I said that they didn't make me nervous. One girl told me that it turned her on, which unfortunately made my anxiety sky-rocket until I saw her mouth lower past my belt - but still.

I wanted to pull back and away from her but like every other girl that fell into my life - I let myself fall right into them. Even if its gonna hurt like a mother when they leave.

Now when I'm looking down at this girl staring at my mouth (from beneath her lashes) like she's gonna fucking eat me, I'm not even sure if I care about how much its gonna hurt.

After she grins at my clumsy comment, she pulls me down with her hands tangling in my hair. I let her lead and before I know it my hands are tugging her up and over to straddle me. I grin when her confidence falters for only a moment.
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+1 - boy, girl, and dog with one eye
+2 - sunken cakes, job proposals, and false positives
+3 - bullets, dismissals, exes out with a vengeance
= nine chapters of bs and tears
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