too much

I am insane.
I am not a normal art college student.
I can't express my emotions that well.
I seem heartless.
I'm just lonely.
Alone.
Left behind.
I have no friends.
Everyone despises me.
People turning their heads, judging my cold, lifeless expressions as I walk by.
I am getting misunderstood.
Getting bullied used to be my everyday routine.
Until I came to this place.
Im not just the lonely guy at the library.
I am what your mother calls 'the weird kid thats getting abused'.
Indeed, I am getting abused.
but not by my mother or my father.
By something greater. Something terrifying.
I'm Xu Minghao. And I am insane.