Tears of Tears

No matter how I escape from that nightmare, it still haunts me. For once, I want to hide more to forget the feeling of betrayaI from a person I once treasured. The spiral feeling of sadness is killing me. I was sad, ruined, and broken. I was a villain even in my own mind. But someone offered his arms. His arms full of love, care and soothing feeling. He became my everything but only in silence. Never did I imagine my life will be this mess and that he has the power to fix it. But then things do not really fell into place like what I felt. It seems he fixed the broken parts since I saw a new world with him, but he didn't. He just disarranged it and I was too fool to even notice it.