I knew he was messed up. I knew I shouldn't have fallen for him, but I can't help seeing the goodness in him. I can't help but think that maybe I could change him. My love for him is sinful but I can't even imagine being without him anymore. I guess that what love does to you. I guess that's why I stayed away from love for this long. I couldn't help but think like this as I looked at my future husband covered in blood holding the blade that he had used to end the life of the one opposing him. The whole world is corrupt and mafias are leading the world now. Japan is under the control of Yakuza and I Ichinose Mei am a surgeon and the fiancée of the man leading them all. A continuation of a book of mine called Yakuza!!! Please if you are interested read that one first. ---------- This story includes surgical procedures, blood and graphic depictions of violence and torture. As well as sexual scenes. (Not that much in the beginning the story turns darker towards the end.) If you don't like or can't handle this kind of content please don't read but to everyone that wishes to stay welcome and I hope you enjoy the story. I have put a ton of work into planning the storyline after all.