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" let me go!" I screamed at the top of my lungs. Tears streamed down my face. "I'm not crazy! I'll be good" I said frantically. Hoping for my mom to change her mind and bring me home. I never thought she would really do it. Really leave me here. In this place full of crazies. I struggled as I tried to fight back the two orderlies trying to restrain me. I was too small and fragile to fight back but I kept on fighting. "Please mom I love you" the words that left my mouth were not true. I feel nothing toward her. But at this moment I feel hatred and betrayal. How could she leave me. I hate her. I hate her so much I hope she dies.