I don't have much time to write this, but here in my journal for the past year is everything you need to know. Don't tell anyone, exceptionally anyone who comes on too friendly, trying to get information. If you read this and feel something inside you or feel like anything like this is possible for you, then stop reading, its better if no one else gets dragged into this mess. If you know things like this have happened to you, your already screwed, if you know things like this will happen to you, your screwed. If you think that they don't and later on you start thinking it could be possible, run as far away as you can. You have been warned, repeat, you have been warned.