Words I Left UNSAID

Can't utter the words correctly. They're bubbling up in my mind. It seems like I can't speak. I'm mute. I'm a coward. I'm drowning... with words. They're pulling me down, like gravity. My chest is aching, bursting, screaming for freedom. My mind is asking me one thing only.. SPEAK. I know, but i can't. It seems like i'm a prisoner. Wanting to get out. Wanting to escape but don't know how. Words in my mind waiting to be spoken out loud. I was thinking maybe i need more time. Or maybe i was waiting for the right moment... but i ran out of it. Guess i was just being a coward, too afraid to tell you everything, too afraid of confronting, too afraid for rejection and too afraid to know the truth. Now I pay the price, you left and these words are left unsaid... You may not be able to read this ('cause i know how much you hated reading) but i just want to express everything, to lessen the pain; the guilt inside of me.

P.S sorry I'm a newbie here please help me out hahaha.. i got too inspired to write something here so here you go. It may not be perfect as it looks but i do hope you'll enjoy. Would much appreciate if you vote or comment hehe. Love you.