having a life thats not always fair
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Last published Sat, Jun 9, 2018
when you try so hard but you feel like you fail at it all the time and it gets so hard you just want to curl up into a ball and cry yourself to sleep but you know you can't because you have to stay true to yourself and stay strong.
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Must break free.. can't do this anymore.. this torture must stop.. help me.. please.. But no one came.. no ever came to help me.. It's time I learn to help myself..
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