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What Am I Suppose To Do?

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Reads 359
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Parts 9
Time 46m

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depression drama fiction friendship love teen teenagers

A fifteen year-old Amanda Crewell has to deal with being bullied her whole life, an alcoholic father, and an over-working mother. She's decided to make video diaries, so in the event if she ever killed herself, people would understand why. When she starts high school she runs into some old "friends" and new problems.All Rights Reserved

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Mental mess by Will_367

Young Hannah starts in a new school and meets her new classmate James, but later on he starts wondering what happened in her past life and what was she hiding?

Tell Me A Lie by AspiringAlina

Scarlett Rose doesn't know what to make out of life. All she knows for now is that she wants out. Out from her abusive parents. Out from the stress of being a teenager. She won't admit that she's depressed, and insists that she's just being realistic. She just knows life is cruel and there's nothing you can do about it but accept that you're fucked up. This is her outlook on life since forever, but then she meets Jai. Jai who is just as fucked up as her. Something about him intrigues her and her world changes. For the better or for the worse, she isn't sure.

Don't let me drown by alexlyy_

Okay let's be honest here this is my first time kinda using this and I suck so yeah ANYWAYS Abby a 17 year old who has spent her last years in the hand of her abusive father Kade who has secrets and will never let anyone go past his barriers What will happen when these two cross paths? Find out

Bad boys can change[fixing up] by kiwipiie_

Brianna Dawson, the smart one. All A's but never the social type. She spends her times hiding from others. Ryan Jonathan, the bad boy of the school. He's always skipping class getting detention. He doesn't really care about any thing. One day Ryan shows up to class and everyone was shock. Even the teacher. They have a science fair project work on and the teacher wants him to pass his class. "Mr Jonathan, your gonna be paired up with Mrs Dawson. Okay?" Brianna was scared and Ryan came by Brianna and sat next to her. He passed her a paper. "We can do the project at my place.." She nodded and grabbed her backpack and followed him home. He treats her like he would do to any other student that pisses him off. Finally Brianna has the guys to tell him off and he starts to soften. Ryan became more nice. Attended to class more often but mostly fell in love with the sweet innocent girl that changed him. Let's see if he changed for the better or will Brianna change for him..

That Boy's Bad. by HeyItsJulia321

Olivia Martin was a quiet, 17 year old. She has had two best friends by her side through everything. Well, mostly everything. Amanda Brookes absolutely hates Olivia. She does everything to make her day miserable. But the weird thing is, they used to be the best of friends. Shocking, right? No one knows why, and probably never will. Unless, of course, someone stops the bullying, then maybe it would be easy. Olivia soon meets many new faces, and soon befriends them. But, what happens when people fade from her life? Also, what would happen if someone's past comes back to bite her in the butt? Follow Olivia's stressful high school time, in That Boy's Bad. {{CAUTION: STRONG LANGUAGE HAPPENS IN THIS STORY, AND SO DOES VIOLENCE. PG-13 IS SUGGESTED.}}

Falling Apart by 1_Will_3

*TRIGGER WARNING: DEALS WITH DEPRESSION, SELF HARM AND SUICIDE* Amber is sixteen years old and to sugarcoat it... She hasn't had the best upbringing. She would love a different life, one where she can see her mother again and not be stuck with her abusive father. A life where she doesn't get taunted and hit and torn apart by everyone who she has ever seen. But she would never swap, she doesn't want anyone to endure the pain she's gone through. So instead, she tries to get rid of it... Again. But much to her disbelief, she is saved by the people she would least expect. She learns secrets about them that no one else knows. She feels included. Cared for. And dare I say it... She felt loved. For once in her life, she felt truly happy to be alive. But just when Amber felt safe, her life was flipped upside down and her past came back to haunt her just when she least expected it... (Sorry, I suck at descriptions, don't let it put you off) Ranking: #64 in Awareness #15 in Mental Health Awareness #73 in saddness

Your Memory Will Carry On (Mikey Way) by expectresistance

Christina Ross tried to kill herself when she was 17. Her best friend, Mikey Way, saved her life. Now, she lives in Cali, studying to become a nurse, not too far from all her high school friends, the members of My Chemical Romance. Christina is in love with Gerard, but he doesn't feel the same way. Frank invites her to a party and on the drive there, she gets in a horrible accident that causes her to suffer severe head trauma. She wakes up from a coma with no memory whatsoever. She doesn't remember any of her friends. When they guys decide to take her under their wings and tell her about herself, they leave out that she had depression, hoping she'll be different. Meanwhile, Gerard starts to develop feelings for Christina, to which Mikey responds negatively since he's been in love with Chris since high school. While Christina's recovering, Mikey is the one who helps her the most and she soon finds herself falling for him. When Christina gets some of her memory back, how will she respond when she realizes the guys lied to her? Can she forgive them?

Love starts small by hbvale15151

Amanda's life is going alright. She has alot of friends, a boyfriend, her two parents, and a bunch of money. But the day her parents are arrested changes her life. She looses all her money and is forced to move away with her aunt. She has to change schools and leave her old life behind. When she gets there she meets someone she will never forget.

The Fault In Our Minds by acidicstorm

Ryan is a high school junior. It's her first year in high school. She's been home schooled her entire life due to her overprotective mother. Her first year in high school makes her believe she's insane and gets her put in a mental home within a few weeks. Now that she's back she's frowned upon the people who promises to be by her side. She goes from the most popular girl in school to a social outcast. She has no prince charming besides her classmate who is in between loving her and every other girl. On her final straw she's ready to take her life but before she does she starts a video diary explaining the faults in her mind and everyone around her.

His Sweet Lies by moonprince87

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Mental mess cover

Tell Me A Lie cover

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Bad boys can change[fixing up] cover

That Boy's Bad. cover

Falling Apart cover

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Love starts small cover

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Mental mess

Young Hannah starts in a new school and meets her new classmate James, but later on he starts wondering what happened in her past life and what was she hiding?