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Tristan Evans' first cousin was never gonna fit in with the band, but no one knew it would be her who tore them apart.

When Harper Evans' little brother Luke dies in an accident, she can't cope and her mother can't cope. The fights between the pair end up getting out of control, and Harper leaves. Her cousin Tristan agrees to let her stay with him.
Problem is Tristan is touring the world with three boys Harper has never met.
And when she does, it doesn't exactly go to plan and before long two members of a famous band are fighting for and because of her.

"With Brad it was an unspoken instant connection. He never pressured me and he understood me, everything I said, he got and everything I didn't say, he didn't ask any questions. Our relationship was mostly lust filled and both of us knew it, the flirting and late nights were just things we wanted, we never truly needed each other. Or so I thought.

With Connor it took a little longer and we communicated every step of the way. Connor made me want to try, he made me want to talk about my past and maybe even my future. I'm not saying he pressured me, he just made me feel different to how Brad did. Our relationship was so different that I was confused, out of my depth and feeling guilty.

Maybe that's why I was torn and tearing apart a lifelong dream"