I loved yet I was treated like an animal but animal was an understatement, I was treated like a lifeless thing. Nothingness that causes my greatest break down. I bear him but his mind was corrupted with hatred. A child that I genuinely loved since the time he first saw the world. But beyond those hatred and maltreatment they still took a massive place in my heart. We greatly loved each other. I forgot him. He hated me. I bore his child. And both of them hated me to death. But I still love them even my mind forgot but in my heart they will fill the emptiness of me.... Goodbye.