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THE LONELIES (completed) (featured March 2018)

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Reads 3,712
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Parts 27
Time 3h 3m

everettstillwell

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1994 crashtestdummies depression drugs eatingdisorder featured generationx grunge insanity jesusandmarychain maine mentalhospital portland psychosis serialkiller sexaddict winonaryder winter

Portland, Maine in the mid '90. Just because you're young and broke and living in a marginal city just off the edge of nowhere doesn't mean you're missing out on sex, drugs, serial killers, insanity, death, grunge, and Winona Ryder. But what about growing up? What the fuck's up with that?All Rights Reserved

1994 crashtestdummies depression drugs eatingdisorder featured generationx grunge insanity jesusandmarychain maine mentalhospital portland psychosis serialkiller sexaddict winonaryder winter

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