When you lay awake at night what do you think about? People make it seem like a magical time, the night. But all I see is darkness, and it's creeping up on me and eating away at my very being. What do you see in the darkness? This is a true story, but closer to my true thoughts. It's all about whenever I'm "upset" I begin to write, so I decided to publish, hoping people will read and either see they're not the only people with they're head kicked in by their own mother. Anyone I mention, such as bands, TV shows, and quotes- the Copy Right goes straight to the owner, and anything else that is purely my mind is mine. Please do not read if you can't handle: Suicide Gay Murder Ill Feelings etc.