Karkat Vantas is suicidal and depressed because of school. He has been bullied his whole life for various different reasons he no longer keeps track off.
Everyday he gets shoved, kicked, punched and spat on by everyone, even the teachers hate him with a burning passion..
.. But what happens when he one morning bumps into the new kid, this obnoxious blond dude who wears shades at all times? Will it be the one thing Karkat needs to pull himself out of the darkness he's swallowed up in? Or will it all crumble in the end?
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‼️[MAJOR TRIGGER WARNING]‼️
This book contains:
Bullying, Physical violence, Self harm, Graphic descriptions of violence, Mentions/References to eating disorders, Drug use, Suggestive themes, Mentions/References to child abuse/CSA, Suicide attempts, Suicide, Major Character Death, Foul language/swearing, Suicidal thoughts, Use of slurs (F*ggot, R*tard.)
‼️If you are triggered by any of these, please stay safe and do not read.‼️
Dazai angst I felt like writing
ACTUAL WRITING WILL BE POSTED BY APRIL 30TH
!PLEASE MIND THE TW'S THIS IS INCREDIBLY HEAVY!
Child endangerment
Child abuse
Hypothermia
Starvation/Descriptions of intense hunger
Suicidal thoughts/Ideation
Implications of non consensual medical drug usage
Self harm
Blood
Gun/Blades
Thoughts/Urges to hurt others (?)
Dehumanization
Depression
Self neglect
Suicide/Attempt (VERY descriptive)
Panic attack descriptions
Slight religious imagery (?)
Descriptions of gore/injury
Brief mention of torture
Law breaking/reckless driving (?)
Emotional suppression (?)
Drastic mood swings/changes
Mentioned character death
Playlist on first part and taking suggestions