Fake life then I met you

Flowers upon flowers surrounding the muddy waters lily pads laying on top, hearing the croaking of the frogs the birds chirping quietly in the millions from trees surrounding the small lake. The sky filled with grey clouds letting drips of water come down. There stood a girl at the edge of the lake deciding wether it's worth jumping in ending her life or just letting her life go on and maybe finding something better maybe finding the truth.