Here We Go Again

Fuck being adopted. Just the same old abuse all over again. Fucks me off to see precious little kids with futures ahead of them get adopted, they're so fucking happy. Little do they know all that's coming for them is abuse.
My names Charlie. Not that you care
I'm 16 and currently in an orphanage, been here since I was 3 due to being found tied up,in my own bedroom of my family home, covered in cuts and bruises all of which courtesy of my 'doting' parents. Can you tell I'm bitter? I've been adopted maybe 7 times? I'm past caring at this point, I've been raped abused, cut, punched, you name it I've been through it. I'm terrified of being adopted, men, women you name it. but know how to act so nonchalant that you'd never even know I grew up in the system.
I'm almost glad I'm 16, no one ever wants someone older then 4. For once I felt a tiny ounce of safety.

When 5 boys are told they're image is suffering and need to seem more responsible they're told to adopt, they knew it'd be a challenge but they were willing to do it, not for their image but they knew they had the opportunity to give Someone the best life ever.

(Yo so basically sis. I wrote this years ago hence '5 boys' butttt I love this story and just never posted it! I've been through it and it's not acc that cringe soooooo I've been through it and modernised a lot of it e.g song references and technology and shit.
But there is a fair amount of zayn in the story and I don't have the time to go through a write it all back out coz am lazy lolll, but as the story isn't finished I'll eventually work him out of the story.
Any way enjoy lovelies 🤟🏽💖)