Thought spills
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These are literally just things that I think about. I thought,'hey maybe putting them in a 'book' will be a better release... some parts will be long, others short. I struggle with a lot of things. I'm always here to talk to. Please don't be afraid to message me. I always respond as soon as I can. so that being said, here are my thought spills.
Shit could be triggering. read at your own risk
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