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An Escape Is My Only Hope

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Hi I’m Amber-Rose. My full name is Amber-Rose Paris Snowtown. People call me Amb, Amby, and Snowytown. Actually the only people that call me that are my friends and family. I am 16, I have a twin sister, Louise Genevieve Snowtown and people call her Lou, Loui, and Snowtown. Louise is two hours younger than me and we get along really well. Louise and I both have red/brown hair that comes halfway down our back but mine I dyed black and my hair is wavy where as hers is more curly. I have one best friend Nichole Georgia Swan whose 16 and we’ve known each other for 8 years and we are pretty much sisters. I live in Australia and I like it quite a lot here but I want to travel and just get away from everything. Let me tell you bit about what I'm like and how I'm treated as a human. I'm what people call emo but I don’t cut, I try to solve my own problems on my own by writing them down and trying to forget about them and I listen to meaningful music that helps me too. The people I tell everything are my only two friends and they are Louise and Nicky. I don’t have any other friends as society seems to hate me. I hate school, any type of sport that I get made to do though I don’t mind running when I want to. I hate people except for my two friends and some of the male population (but I hate the whole female population). Why do I hate the female population? Well that’s simple, they are all bitches, well probably not all of them but all the ones I've met are. I get called an emo, faggot, retard, nerd (because I wear glasses), weird, alien, slut (I don’t even know how they call me that because I've only had one boyfriend), stupid, thing and many other names along those lines. So want to know more about my life?? Hopefully it'll get better.All Rights Reserved

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