If It Wasn't For Her
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Ongoing31m
Last published Wed, Jul 25, 2018
"She was unfathomable. Her being comprized of traits beyond my understanding. She was everything I never witnessed before. She was like dawn, dark yet lightening. She was like frost, cold yet warming. She was like the flame I was deliberately being drawn to. But I knew she would never let me burn. Oh how much I wish she would let me burn with her. So that I'd know the cause of her ignition, the cause of her life, the cause of her joy and the cause of her heart-shattering tears."
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"Inna ba'd al- dhanni Ithm",
Her eyes shone just like they did everytime she'd recite an Ayah.
"Indeed, some assumption is sin." She said with such calmness that not even an earthquake could make my eyes pivot away from her.
She seemed as she was lost in voicing out her thoughts, staring right ahead of her.
"They say 'never judge a book by its cover' but I say 'never judge a cover by its book'" She started playing with her hands but her confident tone didn't hitch even the slightest bit.
"Human being is an intricate creature of unpredictable tendencies. Judging them is probably an insult to entire humanity."
It's like she's a whole new person when she talks like that. I kept staring at her, at her face, aware of every single movement of her cells.
She turned towards me with the solacious warmth that her smile was.
"Don't you think so?"
Yeah, I think you're beautiful.
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