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Before Four

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(AUTHORS NOTE:)
(This story will change a lot since I cannot settle on anything, ESPECIALLY stories. &lt;3)

So let me set the scene: that person laying on that hospital bed is me, and yes that is a steel pipe embedded in my left lung. I am currently fighting for my life because of one of the worst addiction ever, love. You may be asking how am I talking to you when I'm over there dying, well I'll tell you...


I don't know. But I can tell you what happened to start all this. It started September of 2010, the 20th to be exact. I remember this date so well because...Wszelkie Prawa Zastrzeżone

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𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐌𝐞 || 𝟏𝟖+ autorstwa ashluvfictionalmen

Two broken souls in the midst of a crazy world. Two souls running away from their past. There was no light at the end of the tunnel. The tunnel was cracking, slowly closing in. When these two connect, as if they were set on the same path, light creeps in through the cracks, and for or a moment, the tunnel seems to have a way out, but what if it collapses before they make it? - "You saved my life." The words come out as a whisper, I've been dying to say that. I thank god every day that he came into my life when he did. "Fuck Vivian, you don't know how much I needed you." I tear up just a little as he speaks, I don't know the last time I cried happy tears. I bring my hands up to cup his cheeks, resting my forehead against his. "No matter how much I push, I don't mean it. Please don't give up on me." My words seem to relieve him in some way as I feel his shoulders relax. "Even when I'm gone, I'll be by your side, forever." He brings his hand, sticking his pinky out. "pinky promise."I wrap mine around his, placing a kiss on his lips. Warning before you read!! This is my first book! This book will contain topics of SA, eating disorders, and mature content, if any of these things may bother you in anyway, please scroll! I hope when I finish this book I can public a clean version, with a different perspective leaving out these topics, but for now, this is how i've envisioned this story to go! Enjoy -Ash🌸

𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐖𝐄 𝐇𝐈𝐃𝐄 autorstwa khaos-

an almost decade old story. * "one tragedy changed their lives." a story with dialogues and minimal description, in which a boy ends up in the hospital after a car accident and his friend slowly collapsing under the weight of his tortured mind. but what actually happened that one fateful night and what other secrets will be unraveled? * two main male pov's, recognizable through italics and normal text. a story written unlike any other. i hope you'll find comfort in it just as much as i have. be aware that this is a realistic story. * slow-burn start, but it picks up. don't let the number of chapters fool you; the average reading time for each is less than a minute . i came up with the story of the two friends when i was still quite young and i'm by no means a writer, so it deeply apologize if it sucks ass. feel free to vote and comment or point out any spelling mistakes or confusing paragraphs. it needs some editing and possibly some small changes or added chapters for clarity and better character development, but as for now, this first completed story will do. original story: around 2014. first upload: 2020. re-upload: 2023.

Eddie Munson x Trans Man/Male Reader autorstwa lozer2them

Smut Fluff Angst Possible mention of: drugs, violence, sh, abuse, substance abuse, alcohol, weapons, attempted rape, gender dysphoria, homophobia, transphobia, autophobia, anxiety, bpd, anger management issues, depression, death, etc. I do take requests, but I will NOT write abt the reader as anything other than trans (ftm) for these stories (the title is what it is for a reason). I might in a different thing later on, but I'm focused on this one right now.

WOULD YOU RESCUE ME? autorstwa deathandash

"We have a 20-year-old female, suspected tension pneumothorax, possible hemothorax, and blunt abdominal trauma," Dr. Bellamy announced, his tone calm yet urgent. "Initial GCS is 8. Let's move!" Dr. Bellamy leaned over Vanessa, assessing her airway as the respiratory therapist set up intubation equipment. "Her airway is partially compromised," he said, noting the shallow rise and fall of her chest and the faint gurgle in her breaths. "We need to intubate. Suction ready?" The respiratory therapist nodded, inserting the laryngoscope with steady hands. Within seconds, the endotracheal tube was secured, and a nurse attached the ambu bag to ventilate. Dr. Bellamy listened with his stethoscope, confirming placement. "Good air entry on the right, none on the left." Vanessa, a med student with a troubled past, moves to Dublin for a fresh start at Trinity College. Her charisma and confidence quickly make her a standout, but beneath her sharp exterior lies a hidden past. Determined to rebuild her life, Vanessa joins a prestigious emergency response team, but her secrets threaten to unravel. Her life takes another turn when she meets Astra, a law student. Their intense connection leads to a passionate and tumultuous romance. As Vanessa grapples with the lingering effects of a traumatic accident and her fear of vulnerability, she must decide whether to confront her demons or risk losing everything she has worked for. Hi everyone! This is my first attempt at writing a story, and I truly hope you enjoy it. I know the chapters might be a bit long, but I've tried to include as many details as possible to bring the characters and their world to life. English isn't my first language, so if you spot any mistakes or have suggestions for improvement, feel free to leave a comment, I'd really appreciate your feedback! 😊

Troubled love autorstwa k1ngdom_of_dreams

"I do. I do believe you." He cuts me off. "I'm sorry for accusing you I just, I don't know. At the time I thought it made sense." "Don't apologise. I deserved your outburst guilty or not. I deserved a lot more than that." I excuse honestly. "Why do you have to make this so hard?" He groans. "Sorry?" I ask. "You. You're making this difficult." "I didn't mean-" "That right there. Quit being a gentleman. You are making it so hard to hate you right now." "I-" I get cut off by his lips on mine. His hands hold onto either side of my face as he roughly kisses me. I close my eyes and let him lead. He falls into my lap and I wrap my hand around him and hold his hips.

Oblivion autorstwa TheFlame3098

Vitium Cavum. Or, the better known 'Hollow Disease'. Five years ago, in an alternate universe, scientists were on the verge of creating the immortality drug. Only, somehow, it escaped in the early stages of development, when everyone was working to rid of all the negative side effects. Those 'side effects' practically rip a person's soul away from them. Hence the name 'Hollow' Disease, because this virus makes whoever is affected an empty shell with no soul. Now, only a handful of people around the world are currently unaffected by this disease. Some of them had their families torn apart, some lost their friends, and some lost the person they were in love with. And that's where our story begins; in the year 2019, five years after Hollow Disease nearly destroyed the entire world. [Warnings: death, blood, violence, attempted suicide, suicidal thoughts, mentions of stillbirth, and other mature themes]

Can't Let Go autorstwa SmlAlwaysOriginal

Alex thought he had it all then he got a shot of cold water. Years later he is finally getting his life to where he wants it to be. All except one little complication. So what does he do when he starts to really care for that complication. Letting go might mean someone might die. But it wasn't his fight. No matter the trouble he just can't let go. ====== Excerpt Alex heard a thump then a whimper. He scanned the area around him and then looked down the alley that was close by. He searched the darkness and saw leaning against the brick wall a slumped over figure. he debated then started to walk on not sure it was worth the risk, but the figure stopped groaned and fell. Alex sighed. There was no way he'd be able to walk away now. He went over and carefully rolled the figure over and was surprised to see it was a very young man. Alex couldn't see any wounds but when he searched, he found a large bruise on his side that had broken open and gotten infected. "Looks like you got the raw end of a beating. Better get you to a hospital." a hand shot out and grabbed his wrist. "NO! no hospital. just leave me alone." "No hospital huh? your wound is infected. if you leave it, it could kill you." "I'll be fine." he said then promptly passed out. Alex snorted and gathered the boy up and stood.

Unlovable Me {BoyxBoy} autorstwa xink0heartx

It's been so many years and my dad continues to hurt me daily. How long can I continue to live like this before it all comes to an end. It hurts and I'm tired. Sometimes I wish someone was here to swoop in and save me from my misery. Anything is better than this. . . . . . I apologize, this story was taken off wattpad for whatever reason. I tried getting help from online workers but none replied and I couldn't get it back. I'm just going to reupload. The reason why it was taken off it beyond me. Please give it some love, I broke down like crazy when it disappeared because it was my most popular story and I had worked incredibly hard on it only for it to go poof.

My Cyn|| Cyn Santana|Book One autorstwa wavvyhippy

*Completed* "I WAS THERE FORE YOU WHEN NOBODY ELSE WAS! Not Robyn! Hell your own mom didn't even visit you!" Tears were water-falling down my cheeks. My face was burning, and my heart felt like it was coming out of my chest. I continued, "I was the ONLY ONE who gave a damn about you! Even when you weren't talking to me. THE ONLY FUCKING ONE!"

Someone New autorstwa wambuimuiruriii

"There comes a point where you no longer care if there's a light at the end of the tunnel or not. You're just sick of the tunnel." - Who I am doesn't matter. How I got here doesn't matter. What matters now is I'm getting help, right? That's what they tell me here. They tell me that the road to recovery feels like a terrible butt fuck, but the fact that you're on the path to begin with, is all that matters. So as I sit in this circle of fuck ups, I realize just how different I am from them. I didn't attempt suicide because my mother was a crack addict who didn't want me. My father wasn't abusive. I didn't have a sibling die in a car accident. I was never really bullied either. I attempted suicide because, for the first time in years, I thought I had found something that could make me feel again... and after not feeling much at all for far too long, perhaps I went a bit overboard

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𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐌𝐞 || 𝟏𝟖+

Two broken souls in the midst of a crazy world. Two souls running away from their past. There was no light at the end of the tunnel. The tunnel was cracking, slowly closing in. When these two connect, as if they were set on the same path, light creeps in through the cracks, and for or a moment, the tunnel seems to have a way out, but what if it collapses before they make it? - "You saved my life." The words come out as a whisper, I've been dying to say that. I thank god every day that he came into my life when he did. "Fuck Vivian, you don't know how much I needed you." I tear up just a little as he speaks, I don't know the last time I cried happy tears. I bring my hands up to cup his cheeks, resting my forehead against his. "No matter how much I push, I don't mean it. Please don't give up on me." My words seem to relieve him in some way as I feel his shoulders relax. "Even when I'm gone, I'll be by your side, forever." He brings his hand, sticking his pinky out. "pinky promise."I wrap mine around his, placing a kiss on his lips. Warning before you read!! This is my first book! This book will contain topics of SA, eating disorders, and mature content, if any of these things may bother you in anyway, please scroll! I hope when I finish this book I can public a clean version, with a different perspective leaving out these topics, but for now, this is how i've envisioned this story to go! Enjoy -Ash🌸

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