2 Poems and An Ending

You... A blue eyed, golden haired foreigner. Me... Old enough to know better but too young to care. That's what attracted you, though. Isn't it? That I was so innocent yet damaged? The age difference didn't phase you. Since I am of legal age, after all. But I can't get around my head why you wanted to stay. What made you choose me? I ran from you... Like I ran from all guys. But finally you made me give you a chance. And I'm glad I did. I didn't love you, I still don't know if I even had a crush on you. But I know I needed you to show me this part of me that I hadn't formed yet. I don't regret you. I don't regret never dating you either. I'm not ready for all of that, but thanks to you I'm one step closer.