Hopeless
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Last published Fri, Jan 19, 2018
The bright smile of my face had vanished...
The confidence I built had perished...
The hole that you left me... is until now growing...
And the pain you've given to me keeps on spreading...
Without I knowing how or why?..
I reached the edge...
And from the clear blue sea below...
I saw his previous image...
His cute and warm smile...
Draw me closer...
But looking at him made me bitter...
My present self isn't what it used to be...
So i choose to suffer...
ENDING my agony...
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