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Tears of a Clown

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Reads 212,784
Votes 15,556
Parts 45
Time 10h 40m

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Is it possible to love when you've never truly been loved?

How do you recognize a feeling you've never known? When the very person who was supposed to love you first became the source of your pain, how do you tell the difference between love and hate?

What happens when two broken souls cross paths - each carrying their own scars, their own secrets, and their own idea of survival? Do hurt people always hurt others... or can two damaged hearts somehow make each other whole?

Follow Olivia-Kai and Gunna as they navigate the thin line between love, pain, and redemption - trying to learn if love can heal what life once shattered.All Rights Reserved

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