'"No Julie, thats my decision and I'm not changing my mind." I heard her sigh and something bang like she had slammed a book on a table. "Look, I know you are still in mourning but you are going to have to get better someday so why not try and make a start?" "You can really be a bitch sometimes did you know that?" I hung up and threw the phone on the couch. People had to stop interfering with my life. Its mine and I'll live it how I want.' How do you think life would be without the person you loved? Would you want to live on or take you own life? Do you keep everything that was theirs or throw it in a fire to burn? These are choices Andi thinks about evryday. Life has been a living and walking hell since Simon died and all she is left with is her memories.