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Sip my Shades

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Reads 3,930
Votes 1,257
Parts 14
Time 2h 27m

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❛My shades are so dark and scary that I fear, if you dare knowing me, you'll become like me.❜
                                                         ~ Josh
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❛I may not be full, but I can always pour myself into your half and make it full.❜
                                                         ~ Alisa
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This story is about a girl 'Alisa' whose life is as messy as a baby eating its first solid meal. Her past is gloomy because of the nightmares she get of her died father. Her present is even more glum due to her peevish mother who enjoys treating her own daughter like some shit. And her future is as hopeless as a penny with a hole in it.

What happens when Alisa meet Josh, a stranger, a saviour, a man who is even more dark and captured around his own demons.

Will they heal each other? Or someone would end up destroying the other? In either ways, they'll build a story which takes you to an emotional roller coaster ride. Are you ready for it?!

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I want someone to love me,
Someone who can let this pain fade.
I want someone to heal me,
Someone who can sip my shade.
                                                         ~ Written by Josh

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