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DO I HAVE TO CHOOSE?!

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*Umm...hi guys! Just wanna say this is my first book and don't expect anything that great. Plus English is my second language. So there might be many mistakes too ...plxxxxxxx don't mind😓*
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"Bye Lily" he kissed me on the forehead and walked down the lane,leaving me alone in the dreading snow. "No NO!" I screamed,kneeling down. I couldn't stand.  "No Archer...plxx..." I kept begging but he ignored me like I'm something stuck in his shoes . My heart felt as if being ripped physically. I couldn't walk any more. My feet felt numb and it  was growing colder by the minute.trembling,I knew I had to move yet I couldn't. I kept sobbing. I just couldn't help it. Those Memories of us which always had made me smile was now 
making me cry. It kept flashing through my mind,making it impossible not to ... But I have to move on...i have to choose for my life...i struggled to get up choking back my tears which kept pouring and blocking my vision. I can't loose it......he must have a good reason for leaving me ...💔

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August & Colin | WRU series | book 1 We take risks. We make mistakes. We lie. We love. We hurt. We lose total control. I took a risk. I paid the price. I made a mistake. I felt the guilt. I lied. I lie. I loved. I try not to. I hurt. I still do. I lost control. I'm losing again. I try to stick to my plan, I try to follow my rules, I try to silence my heart, I try to keep control of the domino stones that represent my life. But one domino fell and the rest just followed. * "We shouldn't do this," he whispers against my lips. I should applaud him for having the strength to act on that thought because I haven't been able to. At one point I wanted to, but his touches made the impulse to stop vanish. Now, the only thing I want to act on is the longing inside my chest as I think about demolishing the space between us. "Do you want to stop?" I can feel his frown against my forehead. He nudges my nose before placing a featherlight kiss on my mouth. His hands slide over my jawline, his thumbs slowly caressing my cheeks. He gives me another kiss. Slow and deliberately, as if he's still debating the answer to my question as he slicks his tongue over mine. He softly sucks on my bottom lip, dragging it with him when he pulls away. "I can't," he confesses before he presses his lips back on mine. * All Rights Reserved (Do not copy this story, thank you :))