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DO I HAVE TO CHOOSE?!

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*Umm...hi guys! Just wanna say this is my first book and don't expect anything that great. Plus English is my second language. So there might be many mistakes too ...plxxxxxxx don't mind😓*
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"Bye Lily" he kissed me on the forehead and walked down the lane,leaving me alone in the dreading snow. "No NO!" I screamed,kneeling down. I couldn't stand.  "No Archer...plxx..." I kept begging but he ignored me like I'm something stuck in his shoes . My heart felt as if being ripped physically. I couldn't walk any more. My feet felt numb and it  was growing colder by the minute.trembling,I knew I had to move yet I couldn't. I kept sobbing. I just couldn't help it. Those Memories of us which always had made me smile was now 
making me cry. It kept flashing through my mind,making it impossible not to ... But I have to move on...i have to choose for my life...i struggled to get up choking back my tears which kept pouring and blocking my vision. I can't loose it......he must have a good reason for leaving me ...💔

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