Why?|Jihan

++Description++
Jisoo, aka Joshua Hong, had left his 12 friends feeling that he didn't fit with them. What he didn't know is that Jeonghan is now broken, having 11 people to watch after(Even though Seungcheol should be helping) has made him broken, losing Joshua has made him broken. Having the love of his like just leave him with 11 people to take care of, has made him broken. SO what happens when Jeonghan writes about 1000 letters to Joshua's old house, what happens when Joshua comes back to find about 1000 letters in his house. What happens when Joshua finds his old friends, and a Jeonghan in a state of almost disrepair. How will Jeonghan feel, how would Joshua feel.
++Quotes++
"Hyung? What happened to your eye?"
"Didn't I tell you that I was fine?"
++Disclaimer++
I own like none of the characters except for three that are going to be shipped with Dino, Seungcheol, and Dokyeom. Also I hope that this plot is original, I don't know, if it's not I'm sorry I didn't know. This is only "Mature" because there may be some sextual references *coughcough*Soonyoung&Seokmin*coughcough* and because of self-harm, and suicidal character+Suicide attempt(And maybe some smut(CoughcoughthereisgoingtobesmutCoughcough)).

Start: 18/1/20
End: I Dunno?