++Description++
Jisoo, aka Joshua Hong, had left his 12 friends feeling that he didn't fit with them. What he didn't know is that Jeonghan is now broken, having 11 people to watch after(Even though Seungcheol should be helping) has made him broken, losing Joshua has made him broken. Having the love of his like just leave him with 11 people to take care of, has made him broken. SO what happens when Jeonghan writes about 1000 letters to Joshua's old house, what happens when Joshua comes back to find about 1000 letters in his house. What happens when Joshua finds his old friends, and a Jeonghan in a state of almost disrepair. How will Jeonghan feel, how would Joshua feel.
++Quotes++
"Hyung? What happened to your eye?"
"Didn't I tell you that I was fine?"
++Disclaimer++
I own like none of the characters except for three that are going to be shipped with Dino, Seungcheol, and Dokyeom. Also I hope that this plot is original, I don't know, if it's not I'm sorry I didn't know. This is only "Mature" because there may be some sextual references *coughcough*Soonyoung&Seokmin*coughcough* and because of self-harm, and suicidal character+Suicide attempt(And maybe some smut(CoughcoughthereisgoingtobesmutCoughcough)).
Start: 18/1/20
End: I Dunno?
Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
*****
Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
[[word count: 50,000-100,000 words]]