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If I Could Tell Him... [modern LAMS AU]

Peggy_Winchester

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Reads 39,461
Votes 1,184
Parts 41
Time 2h 45m

Peggy_Winchester

Mature

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Alexander Hamilton. The new boy in high school. Pracrically scared of people, meets John Laurens and his whole life changes. 

_If only I could tell you...

Okay people! I couldn't resist myself! Sorry for the spelling mistakes but I'm from Argentina and most people who actually knows Hamilton is from the states or something :v. Anywayyys I hope you guys enjoy!!
Trigger Warning: May be really sad.
BTW: I know Alexander is technically 19 (but his mind is older) I did this like a High School AU to make writing easy (I am in first year middle school) and so you don't have to comment a hundred times "this is wrong" and shit. So yeah. It's a world in which you are on high school even when 
You are fu***ng 19! Love you :3

Edit: I'M OBSESSED WITH DEHAll Rights Reserved

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Freedom ~Hamilton college AU by Hercules_Mulligan0

John Laurens is the new student at Yorktown college. Just a college AU really this is my first fanfic so no hate please :) also if anyone knows the artist of the cover work then please comment their name so I can give credit Enjoy :)

Roses Of Mist [Lams//Boyxboy] ✔️ by axstheticbean

John Laurens is a shy 15 year old, in the closet. His only wish of this school year, is to be more confident about himself. Make friends. Maybe even get a boyfriend. Alexander Hamilton, an 18 year old senior, popular, and has a girlfriend named Eliza. Little did anyone know, girls aren't his only preference. (I know that Laurens is the one that's 3 years older, but John sounds cute as a shy kid. I also know this is probably crappy, and ive changed some details, such as Lafayette being three years older than Laurens instead of three years younger, and ive made relations between characters that aren't real. But i love Hamilton and i ship Lams). Cover made by me. Art in the cover photo isn't mine. Credit to the artist. This is all pretty badly written so be warned. There's also a part two but it's on hiatus.

Say Something (Lams, Mute!Alex) by MishaIsOurOverlord1

19-year-old John Laurens has been in college for four days before his roommate shows up. When John introduces himself, the boy doesn't say a word. So when Laurens asks for his name, he raises a hand and signs "Alexander Hamilton." This surprises Laurens just a bit, because this boy didn't look like the kind to remain silent. He's seen those people before, and the boy in front of him looks like he has a lot to say. But what's keeping him from speaking his mind?

The Secret To New York (Boyxboy) by prncss_jzmn

It's not a mystery. It's no secret. There are no rumors floating around that aren't perhaps a little bit true. The events leading up to all of this are subtle. They are simple. In-complex in their entirety. His name was Shane. He wasn't new. I was. This was a school. A quite grungy school in a quite washed up city. The humor in all of this? I knew, I always knew that I wasn't what I thought I was. Only because of my inexperience in the area. This is not a love story. It's a story about me finding myself. Me finding who and what I am. I'm not the type of person to tell a half-assed story, so I might drawl it out a bit, so excuse me if I do. At the end, you might ask yourself why you wasted your time but, give me a try. You might even enjoy my misfortune. *Okay, so i give up on editing right now. It's not my main concern, but if you see something and it annoys you to no end, please tell me, because chances are, it's been bothering me too, but I've just been too lazy to search for it, or I think no one will notice because, who reads this anyway? Thank you so much.*

wed. by JustAsBrokenAsYou

They made a deal, right? Alexander Hamilton teased, belittled, picked on, and bullied John Laurens in grade school. John doesn't care, though, because he decided that all he wants is for Alex to marry him. And he'll do anything to make that happen. Even if they're not a perfect match. Trigger Warning: John struggles immensely with his mental health because I struggle immensely with my mental health. Viewer discretion is advised.

♡In Your Dreams♡ (Jamilton) by Artzee_Dorito

When the quiet college student Alexander Hamilton arrives at Kings College, he automatically feels like something was gonna go completely wrong. Similar to most things in the young boy's life. Unfortunately, his suspicions were correct. He found out he had to share a dorm with none other than his enemy from high school, Thomas Jefferson. Thomas had bullied Alex countless times during their senior year of high school, (when Alex transferred,) and Alex hadn't gotten over it when he saw him again. I mean, who would be all cool with their roomie that made them cut themselves? But anyways, over time, Alex notices that Thomas isn't the basic bully that he seems, and there's a lot more to him that what he previously saw. And the more of Thomas he saw, the more he started to love him. Would Thomas return those feelings? Or would he make Alex's life a living hell for confessing his feelings? (DISCLAIMER!! I was 11 or 12 when I wrote this and had no grasp on the proper language and behavior for fanfic. I said a lot of inappropriate stuff in this book, and I have altered what I could in light of becoming older and recovering from the really awful experience that made me act out the way I did. Some parts are important to the story, so I can't erase them. But I will put trigger warnings for almost smut and self-h*rm. And maybe some stereotypes and insensitive language, as I was uneducated about lgbtq and how it can be appropriately represented by a straight woman. To anyone I've made uneasy in any way, I'm sorry. I was a real annoying and inappropriate writer. I've been a lot more friendly about my books since this, and my family and friends have helped me see how mentally messed up I was when I was writing this. I feel sick to my stomach thinking I once wrote like this and conducted myself in this manner. Please forgive me. I've learned a lot in the four years since I wrote this. Ily all, and happy reading <3)

An Alexander Hamilton Love Story (Book 1) by HAMMYLOVER16

***ALEXANDER × !MALE! READER*** You are Y/N L/N from the state of Alabama, moving up into 1700's New York City in hopes of getting a better life and a bigger future than your family had intended. When going into the city you see two interesting looking men enter a bar. Not really having anywhere to be you follow. This is how your story begins... **ALL CHARACTERS (besides yourself and my own) BELONG TO LIN MANUEL MIRANDA AND THE MUSICAL 'HAMILTON'. THANK YOU** SOME WARNINGS; This book contains the reader going through a sort of sexual awakening. Also there might be some angst and smut. I will put warnings in the beginning of chapters so that you will be warned. YOU HAVE BEEN INFORMED. YOU HAVE NO REASON TO COMPLAIN IN THE COMMENTS NOW. Also please note that Alexander and your own age will be slightly altered. Thank you.

in love with a pornstar (modern au fanfic LAMS) by taviola

alexander hamilton was very known for pornography. everyone assumed that he was the one to hoe around. they assumed that he couldn't keep it in his pants. john laurens was just an average teenager that enjoyed watching porn like almost everyone else. what happens when you put these two together because of a meet and greet? keep reading to find out. ⚠️ WARNING ⚠️ THIS BOOK WILL INCLUDE THE FOLLOWING: * strong language * smut *homophobia * sexism * angst PLEASE DON'T READ IF YOU THINK YOU'LL BE TRIGGERED IN ANY WAY, SHAPE, OR FORM! this is my first modern au so if it's shitty, i apologize in advance! it's awful in like the first few chapters, i promise that it gets A LOT better :) 4/19-#308 LAMS 8/18: #10 LAMS COMPLETED: 01/18/2021 UNDER EDITING***

You mean the world to me (Lams) COMPLETED by _Anonymous_Flame_

I did write this four years ago but art credits to caw.Chan!! John Laurens is a shy student who never talks to anyone, but when popular kid, Alexander Hamilton, stands up for him and shows an interest in him could things possibly change? Could this shy kid who hasn't spoken to kids at school in months, or even smiled in maybe a year, possibly be happy again, or will he give up like everyone else has. (I didn't make any of the art)

Summer Days (♡Lams♡) by Bufsusfbu

Ok, so this is my first time writing a fanfiction and, I thought I'd do Lams cuz that's really all I read on Wattpad so... ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Ok description time: Every summer, John Laurens and his friend go to the same beach resort for the holidays. But this year they meet someone new... Alexander Hamilton has had a hard life. From his dad leaving him on his birthday to nearly drowning in the depths of a hurricane. He got adopted by many families, being abused either mentally or physically by all of them, until the Washingtons. This Summer they take him to a beach resort where he meets a certain John Laurens... Tw: mentions of abuse, eating disorders, mentions of rape, violence, panic attacks, and BUCKETS OF RAINBOW GAYNESS 🌈🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈✨️✨️ there will be trigger warnings at the beginning of a chapter

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