Falling From My Fingers
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Ostatnia publikacja pt., sie 4, 2023
"Everything I should have said falling from my fingertips instead of my mouth."
The 18 year old girl who wrote this felt everything so deeply. She was an ocean of feeling, aching to be heard.
The 23 year old woman who is trying to continue writing now, has no idea how to express herself, she is dried up like an abandoned well. She has no voice.
(Everything written here is unedited, cringeworthy, and dramatic. Changing it would be an injustice to my inner drama queen)
It's important to note that none of what's written here could be considered actual poetry. I have no idea how to write poetry.
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