Dysphoria (bxb)
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I've been living through hell and my life is basically a mess. Everything seems so wrong and i just want to basically end this.
yes, I've been feeling dysphoric my whole life, not just how my life works but also my sexuality. i just don't know what to do, i can't contain this feeling of mine. Now my world starts to crumble and i just feel so empty, feeling the need to end all of this because all of the people around me sees me as useless, a plague.
And when I'm already ready to end this shitty life of mine then there you came, you were my so-called knight in shining armor.
now, you gave me hope that life is worth living. but does that glimpse of hope that you gave me enough to save me?
I'm Hrdina, this is my story, a man, a gay man living in dysphoria.
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