The Struggle For Love ✔
Junedsilver
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  • Reads 49,019
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  • Parts 37
  • Time 7h 44m
Junedsilver
Complete, First published Jan 21, 2018
Mature
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- Third book - Cannot be read as a stand-alone! Read The Secrets Of Finnley first!

"A journey of a thousand miles must begin with a single step."

Two years after Finnley first dissappeared, Cristian finds himself back at square one. With no idea where Finnley went or who took him away, he begins a new search. This time not just to find his best friend, but also the love of his life.

In the mean time, Cristian goes to school because he must, he works during the weekend to be able to pay rent, and he spents all his time together with Oliver. The two grow closer as they search for any clues about Finnley's wearabouts. With new leads, new enemies and new secrets, Cristian tries to remain sane the best he can.

But while spending all his time with Oliver, Cristian slowly starts to realise what it is about the boy that drew Finnley towards him as much as he does. With growing feelings towards Oliver, it's getting harder and harder to keep fighting to be with Finnley.

Because wouldn't it all just be easier to just go for the person right in front of him?
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The Melody of Pip Winter

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|Read at your own risk. Riddled with errors and I'm too lazy to edit, again... plus it's outdated and to be honest really boring, way to sell a book...| - The enigmatic Pip Winter is given a list and must complete it by the end of the year if he doesn't want to see a therapist. Pip Winter doesn't have any friends, hasn't laughed in years and he pushes down his trauma. Most describe him as emotionless but maybe he just needs a bit of adventure or Leo Miller, who might also be carrying secrets. As his emotions start slowly flooding back his bond with a new boy strengthens. - TW: THIS STORY DEALS WITH DIFFICULT TOPICS SUCH AS ABUSE, DEPRESSION, SELF HARM AND OTHER TRAUMA.

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