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Searching for Oblivion

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Parts 23
Time 1h 36m

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Kodi Brooks lived in her own world most of the time. Lost in The Wondering. That's what she called it. She is searching for an escape. Searching for a way to forget everything.  Oblivion. She is somewhat obsessed with words. But, her life turns upside down when she is sent to a six-week inpatient program at a mental hospital. Her best friend Gwen has always been there for her, and maybe in a not so platonic way.This is a story of a battle with mental illness, sexuality, and love. 

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