Alex Michelle Northern. Such an innocent name, right?
Alex was always the nice girl, never did anything wrong, and mostly perfect. Except she had a secret. She's bullied, name called, and pushed around every day by Mrs. Popular, Stacie Woods. Alex had gorgeous features, but all the features are his behind her big glasses, she refuses to wear contacts and she has braces.
No guy has ever shown interest in her, and no guy wanted to. Her guy best friend is the only one who's actually there for her, Brandon Allen, the football quarterback. His blonde hair and hazel eyes are a womanizer. His twin sister is one of Alex's Best friends, Amy.
Her little brother, Ethan, has had cancer since he was 3 and he's 8 now. He's fighting every day for his life and he's getting sicker by the minute.
Her life has many secrets, but no one knows, not even her best friends.
⚠️ Trigger warning: contains self harm ⚠️
(In editing)
She's depressed.
She's anorexic.
She's suicidal.
She's insecure.
Abigail has grown up with her three brothers and James, never meeting her parents, who abandoned her at birth. Her brothers were left to take care of her and keep a roof over their heads. Everyday they struggle to take care of Abigail, while working to keep them in their home. Life for them is hard.
Life for Abigail is even harder. She has a dark mind and not by choice. Somewhere along the way she's developed these feelings of loneliness and hopelessness. Everyday is a struggle for her and just getting out of bed is a success.
She meets Zach, a bad boy with a bad reputation. He starts off as a tutor, just to help her out, out of pity. But eventually feelings get involved and Abigail finds herself liking a boy for the first time in her life. Things get serious and she somehow learns about his drug dealing business. Everything gets hectic and Abigail doesn't know what to do with her life anymore. Or if she even wants to live.