Stalker

I lived in 'What if's' and drowning my self to my own imagination.

I want that What if's happened.

"What if he know me already?"

I want that imagination of mine, becomes reality.

"Those lips, kissing me down. down. there."

I know him.

I need him.

I want him.

I can do anything, just for him.

I do hiding.

"Wala ka ng takas, kahit sa'n ka pa man magpunta asahan mong naroroon rin ako. Nakatingin, Nagbabantay, Naghihintay. So, Prepare your self, rain." Ani 'to ng may ngisi sa mga labi.

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Sinubukan kong pigilan ngunit mas malakas ang pagnanais ng aking sistema sa kanya.

Sinubukan kong iwasan ngunit sa t'wing dadako ang aking mga mata, mga ala-ala lamang namin ang aking nakikita.

Sinubukan kong ihinto ngunit paano ko nga ba sisimulan ang pagbura ko ng mga ala ala at ng kanyang imahe sa aking isipan?

I tried, but fuck, I can't stop myself stalking him. Again and Again

Stalker

What will happen if he find out?

That secrets, it should be mine only.

2017.08.19

Second account of Imtinamaebyun