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Remembering Billie

VenusIsAlsoAStar

LECTURAS 103
Votos 3
Partes 22
Hora 2h 3m

LECTURAS 103
Votos 3
Partes 22
Hora 2h 3m

VenusIsAlsoAStar

Contenido adulto

bittersweet fear fires friendship graves grieving happiness loss lovestory memories mentaldisorders mentalhealth musicislife pain phobias radiostation thecemetery thegoodlife triumph unconditionallove

Billie;
It wasn't that I had a tough life. I had two parents who loved me, and also loved each other, a beautiful house and a gorgeous best friend, a couple dogs, a job... and so on. I merely had a "Picture Perfect" life. Well, from your view, it would seem that way anyways.  But to me, well, let's just say I take the "Picture Perfect" from the life, and that's just how its always been.

Casper;
I had always adored space, and from a young age, had loved playing around with the switches and buttons on my grandfather's old radio, pretending I was an astronaut in Space being attacked by Aliens and calling for back up on Earth. So naturally, when Dr. Greenmonth diagnosed me, I automatically assumed I was an alien. Some weird, abstract life form. I thought it could only get worse for me, I  was growing up. And yeah, I soon realized how right I was. Being seven again, had never sounded quite so bittersweet to me.Todos los derechos reservados

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