"Rayan i am so tired of trying to figure out weather i love you or hate you because there both starting to feel the same to me.. " i could feel the tears hitting my shirt, and i could tell everyone was in complete shock at what i just said . to be honest, i wasnt even sure if later on id mean what i said , but in that moment, i didnt care. the last thing i saw was a tear fall from ray's eye and my body hit the floor hard like a rock, and in that moment.. the beautiful music of an heartbeat growing inside of me .... was no more to be heard.