Dean Winchester is the average guy: football, college, kid brother, nice car, girls and beer; his life is black and white, that is until he meets Castiel Collins: pretentious, slutty, sweater-wearing genius, who won't even take the time to look up at him from his obscure novel while he insults him. And then everything is shades of gray and Dean is drowning.
Warnings: homophobia, closeting, drug use, language, sex, self-harm/attempted suicide
Just, be careful. There's a lot of shit in here that could cause problems so I'm giving you fair warning cos I want you to be happy.
THIS IS NOT MINE! i really enjoyed this fanfic and wanted to make sure everyone has the chance to read it! The original story is here -> http://archiveofourown.org/works/292406/chapters/467759?view_adult=true all credits go to original writer. i am not claiming any of this and i never would claim it! CREDITS GO TO ORIGINAL WRITER!-> http://archiveofourown.org/users/lamarnza/pseuds/wormstaches