TRIGGER WARNING!!! Macy kept hitting the wall, over and over, repeatedly. She felt someone hold her back when she went in to do it again. She didn't bother turning around, and fell backwards into them. She looked up into his ocean blue eyes grinning, Jem shook his head, but she thought she saw a shadow of a smile, or maybe at least a smirk. "Why?" "You told me to not cut, but I need to feel pain, what do I do?" "You ask someone to help you stop being addicted to pain."