Can't Cry Hard Enough
- Reads 173
- Votes 8
- Parts 4
Ongoing
Last published Tue, Apr 8, 2014
“I hate being judged all the time and having to hide my fear, my emotions, my vulnerabilities. You think I'm a brave, talented young woman, who is never intimidated by anything. Well, you're wrong. Everything intimidates me. I avoid glances, smiles, close contact.”
― Paulo Coelho
All Rights Reserved
#700
tears
Join the largest storytelling communityGet personalized story recommendations, save your favourites to your library, and comment and vote to grow your community.
You may also like
Brave Hearts Series #1: Anxious
Brave Hearts Series #1: Anxious How do you deal with a disease that no one else sees? No one else knows how difficult it is to carry. pain that in the minds of others is the work of the mind. The pain they do not believe. a strong woman, to deal with her AnxietyComplete
Salmon
"It was perfect. Everything was perfect." I giggled with no humor, and looked away when I noticed his stares. "But I had to ruin it." Forgiveness was what she wanted. When she met someone on the way, her fear of the history to repeat itself awaken. ___ Cover image not mine.Complete
Decisions that I made | Completed
We're doing something that made us regret. It's not easy I know that. Being betrayed by your friend is hard. Being fooled by your so called friend is more hard. And being ashamed of yourself is the hardest of all. We can't do about it since it happened. We don't have the magic pen that could rewrite our story. I don't have a prince charming coz I don't need it. But He came to me. I pushed him away, afraid of being betrayed again. "You can't hide on your shell forever Rina" he said, his green eyes stared into mine. Would I let him opened my shell that protect me? Would I believe him? Or Would I let myself be hurt again? Written in TAGLISH Image that were used to cover is solemnly credited to the artist.Complete
Stop The Endless Chase
"Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle, love is a war; love is a growing up." - James A. Baldwin This is the hardest and toughest decision that I have ever made in my entire life. I thought at first that it was leaving him two years ago but I thought wrong. Kasi kung iisipin, noon aalis ako pero alam kong may babalikan pa ako. Pero ngayon, aalis ako at kahit na ilang beses pa akong bumalik ay wala na akong babalikan. Whatever decisions that I'll be doing, I know that I won't regret anything. This is where I'm going to end everything. This is where I'm going to stop chasing. This painful reality is going to be my lesson to accept the fact that not all things will remain until the end. Right now, all I need to do is to stop the endless chase just like what he wanted me to do.Complete
Words I never Tell
At some point in my life, I choose to let go of her. And not because I stopped loving her, but because I had reached the point that I was drained and can no longer continue fighting for her when all she gives me in return is pain. It's not about asking to get my feelings reciprocated, I just realized that I deserve the same amount of love that I am giving. And it hurts to know that when I decided to let go, she didn't hold my hand to keep holding on. She never tried to fight for her place in my heart. -Hariette I'm not afraid of love. I am afraid to feel the pain. That's why I keep pushing you away. It's tiring. But I'm afraid that I will never heal and be whole again. Because nothing makes me happier and nothing makes me sadder than you." -Candice Love turned to loved. Saying first hello's to saying goodbyes. I love you to I miss you. Promises turned into sorry. Love isn't fair you know? What we have is more than that. Ours may not be normal. But isn't this what everyone wants? Stable and secure relationship. I love you and you love me. We trust each other like no one else can. There will be no pain in our kind of love. -AllistonComplete
Broken Man 2: Warmth In The Cold
Pagod na si Drex sa malamig at madilim na buhay, kaya handa na sana siyang tapusin ito. Ngunit, hindi ito natuloy dahil kinailangan niyang sagipin ang isang babae. Laya woke up with no recollection of what happened. May amnesia siya. She later found herself under Drex's roof. He saved her. But, what if he realizes that the woman he sheltered is a murderer? Mas lalo lamang naging kumplikado ang lahat... lalo na't ramdam niya ang mainit na tensyon at atraksyon sa pagitan nilang dalawa. Started: December 20, 2024 Finished: November 19, 2025 Published: Status: COMPLETED Follow me on my socials for more updates. IG: smnthawsm Twitter: awsmbi FB: Samantha Claire Lim Radaza | awsmbi E-mail: claire.radaza02@gmail.comComplete
YuanFen
What we have is just now. As long as she loves me. As long as she wants to be with me. As long as there is 'we'. I love her! But the rainbow is not just a blend of vibrant and bright colors. It doesn't even stay for a long period of time-- just enough for us to see and in a fleet of time is gone, leaving us wondering if it's real. A rainbow doesn't have black and white. It wasn't just like that. Same as love. Same as us. There were times that i want to give her up. Not because my love did fade, rather, my love is too much. Too much that letting her go is the only option left for her to choose me without hesitation, without guilt, freed of lies. I want her to grow, to weigh things as it is. I want her to make me feel that being with me is her choice. I want her to realize that i am hers and that she have to surrender herself to me as well. I want her to love me because that is the way she feels and not because it was the safest way. Being with her is paradise. It was a mixture of colored pastel. It was too vibrant to explain. But at a sudden twist of downs and ups, we are shaking. Loving her has become my weakness. The weakening thought of losing her when I fuck up is too much to run me insane. I'm overreacting perhaps. But being with her, means walking in a narrow-road of heaven. There's no security, no assurance. One wrong move, and I'll be slipping away. Just in the never ending pain of darkness, of solitude, of self-struggle. Loving her has become my addiction. I couldn't get enough of it. But so they say, what's too much can cause harm. Maybe I'm loving her too much that she finds it hard to breathe when i'm around. But yes, it is just a wishful thinking; things that I'll surely not going to say to her because i will never ever earn the courage to say so. We are just nothing but a 'fateful coincidence.'
SEE YOU, NEXT TIME (Time Series #1)
"I hope we will met again, when we are slightly older and our minds less hectic. I'll be right for you and you'll be right for me. But for now, I am chaos to your thoughts and you're a poison to my fragile heart. Maybe, when we're ready, the universe will let us meet once again. I want you to know, I will wait for that time comes. See you, until our stars collide again." -Elaine Shatriana Gablan.Complete
Taming the Wildflower (Buenvista#1)
*Not everything stated in the prologue accurately reflects the main ideas of the story.* Have you ever been so fierce, so strong, so untamed? Have you ever been so independent - always thinking, always saying you will never be weak? Have you ever felt invisible to everyone, like you're standing in a crowded room screaming silently, yet no one turns their head? You want to be seen, desperately, but it feels like they look right through you. Have you ever hated someone not for who they are, but for what they expect you to be? They admire your strength, applaud your resilience, and praise your confidence, but none of them have ever stayed long enough to witness your weakness. They only love the strong version of you, the one that doesn't cry, the one that holds everything together even when you're falling apart inside. And so, you hide it. You keep your silence and wear your strength like armor. Because if you break - who will catch you? If you let the tears fall - will they still respect you? Will they still stay when they finally see the parts of you that aren't as perfect or fearless? Sometimes, it feels like being strong has become your only identity. But what they don't know is that even the fiercest souls need rest, even the wildest hearts get tired, and even the strongest people long to be held-not because they are weak, but because they've been strong for too long. But you are not just strength. You are softness, too. You are the quiet ache behind the brave face, the sleepless nights behind the bright smile. And though you have survived countless seasons alone, deep down, there's a part of you whispering: Let someone in. Let someone see the chaos and call it beautiful. Let someone touch the thorns and still choose to stay. Maybe you're not meant to be tamed. Maybe you're meant to be understood. Because even wildflowers deserve a place to bloom freely, without having to hide their roots.Complete
When the Goddess Casts Her Spell
He was there everytime I feel alone. He was there when I have nothing much to offer. He was there when I am picking up the shattered pieces of my self.. He was there when I am reaching for my dreams. But when the universe shed it's light and blessed me, When everyone is cheering for me, When everyone is being fascinated with the physical attributes of me, When everyone is praising me, I lost the person who's always whispering sweet encouragement in my ears, I lost the person who's the reason behind my sparkling eyes. I lost the person who fought with me during my silent battles.. Now, I realized that I don't need the cheering of the crowd. I don't need everyone to love me. I don't need everyone's praises while I am on the stage. All I need is this certain person who gave me nothing but bliss. But as I reached for the universe, I lost my lucky star.Complete
Brave Hearts Series #1: Anxious How do you deal with a disease that no one else sees? No one else knows how difficult it is to carry. pain that in the minds of others is the work of the mind. The pain they do not believe. a strong woman, to deal with her Anxiety
More detailsContent Guidelines