Can't Cry Hard Enough
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Last published Tue, Apr 8, 2014
“I hate being judged all the time and having to hide my fear, my emotions, my vulnerabilities. You think I'm a brave, talented young woman, who is never intimidated by anything. Well, you're wrong. Everything intimidates me. I avoid glances, smiles, close contact.”
― Paulo Coelho
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