the pros and cons of killing myself

a work to never be published on the pros and cons of killing myself if I ever do publish this, just a warning it's about why I want to die or what could happen and stuff. trigger warnings// suicide, probably mental illnesses((examples- anxiety and depression)), maybe mentions of self harm ((idk if I'll include my relapses))

PSA !!! this is not for attention ! it is supposed to be a way of helping me get rid of my bad thoughts. typically I will follow up a pro to my suicide with a con !! although there may be more pros some days there will be days I have more cons !!

please do not worry, if i was seriously considering it I would probably mention it and/or call someone. if suicide is a trigger for you, please please pLeAsE !! don't read this story. also got those of you considering just remember that you are wanted and loved. you've been put on this earth for a reason and you are not a mistake in anyway. i know it's hard to believe and I know that you are going, "this doesn't apply to me I'm the exception." no !! you are not !! I hope none of you ever consider suicide and if you have I'm so happy you didnt !! keep fighting please !!