11 last wishes |Jungkook fanfic|

A girl name Kim jiyeon was diagnosed with cancer and had 1 more month left to live and jungkook her boyfriend doesn't know about it and and she died on her boyfriend birthday exactly at 12 am but Kim Jiyeon had already written a letter for jungkook that she put on her present box for Jungkook. The letter says that jungkook must go to the place where only both of them knew where and look at the bench beside the tree. At the bench there is a big box with 11 balloons inside it and inside each balloon there is 11 papers filled with her 11 last wishes. After Jiyeon passed away, Jungkook was very devastated, and tried to kill himself but failed all the time. So will Jungkook finally move on or will he still continue trying to kill himself??