Alan Ashby is beat by his father and everyone at school, no one notices him and his mother just ignores everything that happens to him because she never wanted him to begin with. He's been a self harmer for years and is finally ready to give up on everything when someone he never expected came into his life and changed it, fucked it up, and then made it better....but will Alan realize his life is still worth living? Or will the boy just be there to comfort Alan when he gives up for good?